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[Tuesday
September 16th, 2008
2:23am] |
This is the last straw," she said,
"I won't wait for you forever
i'm trying to keep it together when i'm falling apart on the inside
i can't do this anymore its too hard
i can't let it affect me and my school work anymore
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[Monday
September 15th, 2008
4:17pm] |
i love being at school.
but at the same time i miss homeee
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[Saturday
May 24th, 2008
1:36am] |
i'm ready to come home now...lol
chicago was amazing
and i just want to come home and start to work
i miss brian and my friends from home and my familiy
i'll be home on wed...it will come fast and slow
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[Wednesday
May 14th, 2008
6:44pm] |
so i'm kind of jealous that everyone is done with school besides me!!!
but its okay b.c chicago is this fri!!!! ahh probably going with the greatest people everrrr
so chicago fri-mon
last day of class on wed
move out the 28th!!!!!
home for summer
its bitter sweet
but i'm looking forward to being home
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[Sunday
April 27th, 2008
4:36pm] |
fuck school...
i just want to come home already...
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[Monday
April 21st, 2008
1:27am] |
questions:
would cuddling with someone else be considered cheating?
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[Friday
January 4th, 2008
12:17am] |
1. What did you do in 2007 that you'd never done before?
lived in a different state, go to college, live on my own, got drunk,
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I ddon't remember any i made for last year, but this year i hope to keep all of them
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
my cousins both had babies! but i want someone who lives closer to me to!!!
4. Did anyone close to you die?
thankfully no
5. What countries did you visit?
none , 2007, but i will be living in switzerland in 2008!!!
6. What would you like to have in 2008 that you lacked in 2007?
Better grades, motivation, love
7. What date from 2007 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
june 21- prom
june 24- graduation
march 17- day i got into delaware
aug 25- move in date
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
getting in do delaware
9. What was your biggest failure?
not dancing any more, my grades
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
nope
11. What was the best thing you bought?
none..haha maybe my laptop
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
i dont know, everyone has done soemthing goood that derserves merit
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
Mine a little
14. Where did most of your money go?
college
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
prom, gradulation, college, winter break, summer
16. What song will always remind you of 2007?
haha so many
17. Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
happier
ii. thinner or fatter?
idk, a little both
iii. richer or poorer?
Poorer
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Studied, worked more
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
crying...haha
20. How will you be spending New Years?
hopefully with a boy, but it didn't hapen
21. Did you fall in love in 2006?
No
22. How many one night stands?
making out? 4 but one can be debatable
23. What was your favourite TV program?
the hills, one tree hill, the o.c
24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
nope
25. What was the best book you read?
prbably a jodi pacult book
26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
omg mayday parade, i loveee them!! and hannah montana of course
27. What did you want and get?
into delaware!
28. What did you want and not get?
a boyfriend..haha
29. What was your favourite film of this year?
umm i dont now haven't really seen any
30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
18 i worked, and than went to dance w. cupcakes..haha
31. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
umm a boy, but probably not maybe just adjusting better to delaware
32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2007?
um anything comftorable
33. What kept you sane?
my friends n family
34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
um i dont know so many..haha
35. What political issue stirred you the most?
i couldn't tell ya
36. Who did you miss?
Friendsfamilydance
37. Who was the best new person you met?
all my friends at school
38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2007.
everything happens for a reason, and in the end everything works out the way its supposed to
39. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
""this is to life, as hard as it may be, and picking yourself up when you've fallen down"
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[Wednesday
November 21st, 2007
12:38am] |
i'm sooo excited to come home!!
tomorrow i jsut have class from 9-11 than i'm on my way to the train station and back to long island!!
as much as i love it here, i am soo excited to go home and see all my friends
i hope they don't think i've changed too much, bc i dont think i have at all
i'll update more later! but i'm too tired and way to excited too!!
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[Tuesday
October 23rd, 2007
11:27am] |
i feel really guilty changing psy to a pass/fail
i'm just not doing well at all, and i dont want to risk not doing well in it and it affecting my gpa. i've never given up on a class, but this might be a good option, and i can most likely take it at suffolk during the winter, and i think it will be a lot easier if i do taht.
but i still dont know what to do. i ahve till 2 today to decide.
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[Thursday
October 18th, 2007
10:07am] |
i am soo nervous about the oireachtas.
its like a month away and usually by this time i am ready for it or remotely ready but this time i dont feel ready at all for it.
i really have to get my butt in shape or i am not going to recall and that is going to suck.
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[Tuesday
October 16th, 2007
12:11am] |
Who ever said college was easy was lying.
college is not easyy at all
beside the face that academics is twice as hard
try adjusting.
but i still loveee itt
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[Sunday
October 14th, 2007
3:30pm] |
whyy do i do and say stupid things when i'm drunk?
ohh alcohol, i think i drank more this weekend than in my entire life.
goign home this weekend will be good, no drinking! i think haha
can't wait to see everyone!!
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[Thursday
October 11th, 2007
8:54pm] |
soo i like college now...at first i hated it, and i'm glad i didn't quit so easily...
i can't wait for this weekend! i hope its as much fun as last weekend was
i sersious need a boy..lol..idk if i want to be in a relationship, part of me does, but part of me doesn't. i kind of jsut want a fwb no matter how skanky that is. lol
but i haven't meet many guys i would be like interested in to date. all the guys here either have girlfriends, are too egotistical and just not my type, or just not looking for a relationship which is understandable.
i hope this weekend is fun! b.c i wont be here next weekend :-( but i'm soo excited to gooo homeee!!!! yipieee
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[Sunday
September 30th, 2007
11:17pm] |
so pretty much the high light of my day was:
one of my professors pumping a keg for me
getting drunk at 3 in the afternoon
i love collegeee
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[Monday
September 10th, 2007
8:09am] |
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I don't know what to do....
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[Thursday
August 2nd, 2007
10:10pm] |
omg florida was sooo much fun!!! ahhhh
it was kind of borning at first, b.c theres realy not much to doo but golf and fish, which i both don't do, so we jsut layed out by the pool, and the beach b.c our hotel was on the beach! and htan we went parasailing which was soooo much fun!!!!! and the guy on the boat was from port jeff!!!
usually we go to the disney resort, but this one was fun b.c there were actually people there my age, so we meet these guys in the hot tub, and they were in our same building so we saw them alll the time, they were funny and from florida. than wed and thur night we went to this party on the beach, which was a lot of fun, haha i was drinking and of coures i walk into my room and my mom is sitting on my bed, but luckly she is clueless and had no idea, we meet this girls there, and they were really nice, one is goign to marist and they use to live on long island. meet so many people our age, but it sucks b.c we left on fri, but so was everyone else we were partying w.
omg why is the water in florida sooo warm!!!! we went swimming at night and i swear it was warmer than the air and it was rpetty hot out!!!
camp was fun today, this little boy was really cute and asked me to marry him, awww it was sooooo cute!!!!!!!!!!!
omg we leave in like 3 weeks for college!!!! i want to hang out w. everyone!!!!!!! so call me!!!!!!
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[Saturday
July 28th, 2007
12:20am] |
so palm beach was sooo much fun!!!!!!
ahhh too much to update on...and its late!!! but it was a lot of fun!!!
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[Tuesday
July 10th, 2007
11:08pm] |
so tomorrow is my delaware orientation. i'm pretty excited adn nervous a little. its only for one day and were not staying over which is why i'm probably not as nervous, i jsut hope i'm not sitting there by myself the whole time..lol...i jsut hope i fit in and like it
wont be back till thursday though b.c were picking megan up at the airport thursday
text me or call me please!!!
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[Friday
June 29th, 2007
10:58am] |
so its so weird to think that prom was already a week ago. when you have soemthing to look forward too, it goes by sooo slow, but when you don't it goes by so fast.
i want it to be prom again!!! i wihs we could go to prom and hit pause
wed was my last dance class, i was almost crying, so was lisa she was like leave before i cry..but she was like you know were always here, if you ever wanna stop by for a class, or just to say hi. but i still don't know if i'm gonna do the oireachtas or not, i want to...but i still dont kow.
so i think i'm going to join a gym, b.c i don't want to get fat before school and i wont be dancing this summer, i think i'll join the one my mom goes too b.c they ave like classes i can take, and it will be sort of like dance class, if i get into a routine of going to a class.
stupid facebook isn't owrking!!!!!
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| Prom!!! |
[Sunday
June 24th, 2007
5:08pm] |
sooo prom was amazinggg!!! i wish i didn't stress about it sooo much!!! i dont know why i was..but it was soo much fun!! i was stressing in the morning b.c i had the physics regents, and than brendan coudln't find the tux place..and i called him like stressing and he was like dont stress everything will be fine..so after that i was calmer
we took pics w. the four of us at my house, than at lauren's house...than we went to prom!!!!
prom was soo much fun!!! and brendan was a really fun date!!!! and he was really sweet too! apparentely people had bets on us? haha but i think that was mixed into our semi drunken bus ride to the city.
prom itself was a lot of funn!!! but after prom was sooo much fun!!!
all of us were like no lets not drink..and htan lauren's date whiped out a bottle of jack's and we were like lets stop someplace...hahah and it jsut happened to work out that brendan was 21 so he got us beer...lol...sry mom
i didn't really drink that much...brendan was making fun of me b.c it was my first full beer..lol..so i only had like 1 1/2 2,
we were gonna go on this after prom cruse..and when we got there we all had to peee so badly...like i'm not even kidding soo badly! like i was gonna pee in he street...tim had to pee really bad too and they were all making fun of me b.c i think they thought i was worse than i was...but i wasn't...so we went on the boat... and it was really bad...like the dj was sooo werid he was ike "who's getting lucky tonight!" and like calling aout different races and was like allike "all hte *insert race here* make some noise) it was soo weird so after lke 1/2 hour we were like lets get off...i was indifferent b.c i didn't care at all nd was kind of obvlious to it all. than mike and brendan figured out where we were gonna go and we eneded up going to this dinner near where bendan's lives and than went home.
overall prom was a lot of fun and i wihs we could go back to thursday and press pause
i was really like i'm pretty sure erin thinks i'm a skank now.lol...like she was acting really werid around me today...haha! she's just not use to seeing me that way!!! but it was fun!
"why can't we hit restart and pause it at our favorite parts?"
Pictures in my face book!!!!
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